of daddy and me

"Abah i think this holiday i need you to come and take me. The warden asked us to clear the hostel for the coming end year holidays. So, it will be a lot of things for me to bring back home. Its impossible for me to go back by bus this time. Plus all my friends also will going back with their family."
"Ohh cannot. So sorry.I have seminar this weekend. You should be independent. Just go back by bus as usual or maybe u can asked for your friend's help. Tumpang Farah laa. Dia kan satu jalan."
"Alaa datang amek anak sendiri pun tak bole ke?"

"I'm going now. Nak duit?"
"Laa nak duit apa lagi. I don't have money. Isn't Mara give you monthly allowance?.Still not enough?You should learn how to save money. I don't want to give you extra money. No!"
"Mara bagi RM30 jer pun. Abah ni tak sayang anak sendiri ke?"

"Abah tomorrow is my graduation day. Can you come for me?"
"Hmm..abah quite busy nowadays.Maybe I cant attend. Plus it is just your graduation day.Not convo yet.The journey is yet so far."
"Ala this graduation day is important for me. Ni pun tak bole berkorban ke?"







"Ya Allah aku mohon pada Mu

Berilah keampunan kepada anak-anakku.
Berilah mereka kesihatan yang baik.
Berilah mereka kemurahan rezeki.
Berilah mereka kebahagiaan di dunia dan akhirat.
Berilah mereka kejayaan di dunia dan akhirat.

Jagalah iman anak-anakku.
Jadikanlah mereka anak-anak yang soleh.
Masukkanlah mereka ke dalam golongan yang mulia.

Kerana merekalah hartaku..
Kerana merekalah kebahagiaanku..

AMIN."



Aku sebak. Niatku terjaga untuk ke tandas tergendala.Kulihat jam didinding.Pukul 4 pagi. Abahku sudah bangun untuk sembahyang sunat.Untuk mendoakan kebahagiaan aku. Tanpa tidakku sedari air mata membasahi pipiku.Maafkan aku abah.Aku bukan anak yang baik.


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