She is afraid

Long time ago
She won't talk
She won't breathe
Because
She got to feel love

But still
Until this time
After years passed by
After a lot of things changed
She still the same
She still not changed
She still feel the same love

She hates herself
She hates her feeling
Because she is still the same

Trying to close the door
Tried hundred times
But it is the same door
That she kept open
Open and open

Yes she is stupid
But it is not her
It is her heart.